2 first week of June hols

1st week rocks
Me and my classmates went to Fugong for a service trip.
There we taught primary students. It was an awesome exp!
I never knew that 5.02 is so fun.
The trip is just hilariously funny.
Played CS there, stupid.
Fun fun fun!
esp when AK-47 tio gossip.
I am guilty of spreading the gossip.
However when i tell, most of the people say
"SO OBVIOUS" no nid to tell also know.
Except Daniel who is like "REALLY!!"
I want to go for a trip wif my classmates again.
Though its ex, the trip is worth it.
would like it better if it was SQ.

2nd Week
Boring boring boring, I am Mr.Lonely!
Kohar went out wif his frens most of the time. Stayout..
Thursday I went to cousin's house, dinner was marvelous
so long never eat home-cooked meal!
Finished homestay! - Went thad house on Fri.
His mom is so kind. Thx for the apple Auntie!
The way he call his mom is hilarious.
Its the same wif my cousin when she is little.
Very cute! hahaha, Keep it up Thad.
Went to Thad's cell group,
Remembered all their names.
If i nv misspell,
Bao Zong is a joker, funny!
Thad said Ann is older but smaller than him. <- MEAN
Chris is a very sociable person. sound kind.
Percy has a great voice, should copy a bit.
I was damn happy to hear jokes about other ppl
Amanda told Sharon's J1 story. funny!
- easy to remember Sharon's name as its also my sis' name
Overall impression of the Cell - FUN

What's so bad about it

Who just cried?
Who said a man can’t cry?
Who said a man should not express his feeling?
Who would want to keep it for himself?

After a confession,
Seems like Its the end.
After one failure,
Seems that there’s no light.

Silence engulf a person,
Hope seems futile,
What can one do,
If it is himself who created it.

Once he goes in,
There is no exit.
One plain mistake,
Stain his shirt forever.

I am inferior in many aspect but i know i have superiority.

I feel like I am one of the stupidest student in my class!!
I am a game addict.
I fail my english and its related subjects.
I hate homework
I like to hang out.
I am always EMO.

I am depressed, i am living a facade "quoting from smbd".

But i know I am great in having fun. Enjoying life.
Any1 want to have fun wif me? - DONT think abt that!!
coz it will be just Dam fun If I am around! hahhahaaha.
haizzz. jkjkjk.

might Fail Econs!!!
dont want!!!

the two ppl sitting beside me absorb all my mark. they are just too clever to begin with.!!
I havent been watching movie for like ever!!! Havent been going out coz of the workload!

IF there is such question that ask me "which period is the best that u have in sch?"
my answer will b "Recess! dam fun especially when we're mocking others."

Another Weekend has come and gone away

Next week I've got 4tests.
I could not focus studying, need HELP.
I might be shouting a lot about my dreadful IB life
I don't think by feeling this way makes me kiasu.
Since for me act of Kiasu-nisity are:
Not wanting to teach others what you know coz u think they could be a lot better than you.
Mugging all the time. - I play like mad!
(to those this apply)
SO, if I play when you are studying does that makes me kiasu?
Do you think I play to disturb you all? that might be possible but I dont think that way.
I played a lot but that does not mean that I want to disturb right.
I played for myself that i want to escape the stress does that concerns you all.
You have your own way of escaping stresses but my way is DotA.

Hope you can tolerate. I am not perfect.


I wish people would just change me, Hope that i could be more committed to study.
Thanks for telling me what you think abt me. but you must also consider my feeling.
I could not be what you all want me to be.


I have a very huge burden which does not concerns IB life!
I am damn tired abt that. I wish i ve never feel like that.
Hope that it change. Hope that people can tolerate.
My life is just so screwed. I need the escape time.
Need to change what I escape to.
I need to have the support of my frens. need it so badly.

Feeling Much Better

The entire week since last I was like crazy I was so depressed.
Now I think I am more relaxed. Though homework can not finish!!!
Should study more!
I want to find a buddy who can help me with my studies.
Preferably one that can study with me everyday after sch, on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
I think i am lagging behind, I slept too much in the class. I hope that coffee could help this. But i still cant stay awake. I think i need to be awake in class. I dont understand Chem!! Need to read up!
JIA YOU FELIX.
tmr will be very scary. Hope I will be OK. weekend!!!

I do not have an I-B-rain

IB started for like forever already....
I have never thought that I am so childish before.
Just read all my older post.
Never knew i was so happy then.

What makes me think this way?
- Peer pressure!
- Personal Matters!
- spiritually dry...
- IB

Presently I thought
I thought I have been doing all my homework undelayed.
When the teacher gave homework i will start doing.
I think the best answer to this is because my brain is slow.
I've seen people around me so relaxed yet they could finish all their work.
I've been like a mad man but all i do is complain and do little by little.
YET i still have 6 out of 8 homework left unfinished.
-Econs IA, Physics IA, Chem IA, English Essay, ToK essay, Math Worksheet,
Physics worksheet and I've got to do research for my EE since i dont have any topic yet.

I think i would like to:
I want to change myself, i want to study more, play less.
I want to stop procrastinating.
I want to be able to control my emotional feeling.
I want to be able to handle my problem.
I want to be a good friend to everyone.

Please help me since i dont have an IB Brain! I am a bit doomed when it comes to English
I want to improve my english, but I am too lazy! I fail my English A1, ToK and Econs miserably.
I dont know what to do.!!!

AAAAAAAAAAARGGHHHHHHHHHH

JJBC on action ^^

Today is so fun. Won around 150k in stock market comp. ^^
Especially during Prep time ( should I call it laughing time)
All started after R give one silly math question to JJBC.
1/n sin x = 6 .... =.=" -> i thought all knew this question already but JJBC doesnt knoe.
It is a retarded question. if you know good, if you dont know ask me and you will shout "anjing".
After that JJBC start to laugh and somehow we all also join him laughing and we start to joke.
The worst question of the day is composed by JJBC.
Original or Crispy Sir? - what answer do you expect? hahaha^^
ahh I remembered sth about looking closely at you palm and also confusing an idiot.
K was curious abt the question and at the end K fall into the trap. XD
Today's prep is fun. Tmr i will share it wif you guys.